I keep telling myself I’m done and over with it. That I give up putting in effort on someone who doesn’t feel as strongly as I do. But then, I find myself back to where I started. Waiting. Anticipating. I hate it. It’s driving me nuts. I could’ve sworn I promised myself I was never going to put myself in a position where I’m vulnerable with having my feelings hurt. But here I am.
I hate seeing you now.
Every time I see you I get upset. It sucks because I still want you, but you want her. Yall are “together” now & I hate seeing yall together because I was once in her spot. It’s funny how you said you loved me and you wanted us to last yet, you have already replaced me. Makes me feel like I meant nothing to you.
When someone asks me if I am okay,
I always say that I am fine, or okay, or good! But I never actually mean it. I hate lying about how I feel, I just don’t want to talk about it, it hurts too much.
What happened to being friends?
Did you forget? Seems to me like you did, because I am just a stranger to you now.
